Manipulator

You always try to manipulate me and make me feel bad But I always fall victim to your charm and that makes me mad Your good looks are all you have got You are a jerk, you're lucky you're hot I am a good person with a very big heart And you took advantage from the very start Because of you my self esteem is small Why do I even give my all? The attitude you possess always makes me cry You have taken everything, I want to die I love you but my love is not returned When I'm with you I always get burned Losing you is my biggest fear For some reason I want you near Why do I do this to myself? I must be insane What the hell is wrong with my brain? My thinking is warped, there's no end in sight I can't seem to do anything right