Manic Depression

Mum and Dad I had strange feelings of being bad, feelings that brought me down crashing to the ground. I had self doubt gave into fear, I let dread run away with my head. At that time my mind was broken my thoughts went haywire. Something else had my control and was provoking fear dread and nonsense. Everything going on was such a mess. I had a sense that everyone was bad, I focused on my light my biggest shining light. Little Alex was my happy thought that night all else is a cloud of regret, I wish I had never left my bed.