Making Me Sick

The thoughts of you make me sick The thoughts of me are even worse Every word I say comes out wrong So lonely and depressed Your plastic heart and broken words are worthless to me A heartfelt conversation A heartbreaking fight A never ending cycle of pain Why wont these things just end Why must this pain continue to pull at my heart Broken promises And it seems you just never manage to listen I remember times when the words I said had meaning to you Now anything i say is forgotten Everything you say is a lie Yet I believe you Now you can wonder why its this way But i know And I promise I wont forget you And i promise things will never be the same