Mad and the Roots

Gripped by the throat with tension 
Mad aggression pumping thru my veins 
Changing my complexion 
Pressing thru the world of small selections
Fencing off the other feelings of oppression 
And while I'm resting 
I don't wanna wake
But once my eyes open no time to hesitate
To much bullshyt to escape 
It's not like I was born with a cape
And even when matters are crazy but I refuse
Not to be great
I refuse not to turn the hands of fate
And make the universe concave my way
Been a struggle since birth
Trying to live with these lies
Told even since I put the me in time
And now I got a family that's mine 
And I must throw away all pride 
And keep the dream that I breathe life to alive
Hungry for what's never told was mine
And told all the things that are above my level
That's fine
Sit and watch as I not climb but claw to the top
Kick scream and holla at the stars 
That like to play against the odds
Of the campaign of my cause 
Causing me to fall
Causing me to look forward and back to remember where I came from
Causing me to wayward this and carry on
For that's all I know
That's all that anyone been telling me 
How I'm wrong 
How I'm slow 
How I'm the one that love doing it the hard way yo
How I'm the one that will fall flat on my face 
Lose my place
Lose the initiative in which I started this whole thing
Have me missing my template 
But they don't see I'm God sent 
Regardless 
Of all the bullshyt curse words and bombardment 
I will be in undeniable 
Came far from where it was that I begin
Even with snow storms and hail pours I'm destined to win
Even if I'm straight drowning in gin
And gasoline was part of the triathlon that I had to swim
The king is crazy
So for my babies I will swim
I will seek opportunity 
Watch it put away it's jewelry 
Sit back maniacally 
Schematic the whole the place 
Plottingly 
Run up n the place also smiling
With no gun on the waist demolishing
Any and everything
That's my plan 
To overstand 
And not undermine what my mind will conceive
For it's what I can grasp in my hand
The whole damn planet 
Water sky clouds and granite
And if too much for me to hold
Just u watch me manage......peace
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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