Lyrical Intimacy

For the moment let's get intimate forget the lyrical sentences I'm out spoken/heart broken I'm everything I wasn't something that I never I was In Love so deep, sometimes I think how I got this way and I gotta cry myself to sleep. I sweet talked my way into her head worked my way down to her jeans but... I see a lot y'all looking at me funny so I'll explain to you exactly what I mean you see, she approached me when I was vulnerable & hurt I met her at the bar scene wit that little two top & little mini skirt she spoke I spoke back but while I was busy trying to relax she was busy trying to fade to black You see I needed her as much as she needed me she believed in me and... I trusted her she loved me and I lusted after her but while these events were occurring I guess she felt it was necessary to talk me into going home with her so I wouldn't have any worries but when you're with a perfect stranger sometimes it could get scary so I tried to act like I was in a hurry but she saw right threw me maybe because my vision was a little blurry. The intimacy I'm speaking of goes a little deeper than love burns a little more than slugs and it bleeds more internally than the lost of blood. The more intimate we got the more I was feigning for her a lot you know... the type love with every moment you spend with her be feeling like you shot, thats what this is it's a lethal injection and even though we just met it wasn't no second guessing because sometimes when you with the opposite sex, just with eye contact it can make you feel so wet. Two years later I love her but... she hates me so since we ain't making love physically It's just... Lyrical Intimacy