Lyrical

I fear this just isn't right, my lad for when you are happy, I am sad I fear this just isn't going to work because when I am a lady, you are jerk I am sorry that my rhymes are lyrical and too passe I am sorry for my poor grammar causing you such dismay I tried to be the best, I really did but you auctioned my love away for the lowest bid now what's left to say? I guess "I hate you" would sound good I promise I'd say it, if only I could but you see, I do not mean those words because when the spill out of your mouth, they sound absurd Yes, I'm a fool, and I am in love when you hurt me, I do cry you yell at me that you do not care but the more you say that, the more I try My mouth is awfully dry so I write in rhymes I would whisper goodbye though, I simply do not have the time I guess I never loved you anyway considering I cannot find the right words to say I wish I could, just to show you up but I know I won't, it's too easy to give up It's hard to place illusory with a cold hard fact though, you seem to get a kick out of hurting me like that