Lucid Dreams

"LUCID DREAMS"- Sorting out these ever pressing thoughts that are QUITE overwhelming, As I try to piece together a puzzle, where the picture on the box is clearly missing! Some things add up to nothing,a reality proven often times so unreal, Looking Through the Looking Glass yet the picture remains unclear. My world ,and yours, are definitely so inconsistent. Reality is light that only flickers in the distance. Deciphering fact from fiction, As well as struggling with addiction. Rebuilding a decent human being with all these tiny pieces of a heart. Which come to think of it, probably never even was a whole from the start! Road blocks and stop signs, are distractions to me once again. Reality often slips my mind, becoming like a long lost friend. If I want to see things to change, I have to change how I see things. Life is a like a lucid dream, where perception evades me. How can we stay true, in a world full of so much deception? Dreams of happiness is what I'm aiming for, but it's hard to look at my own reflection ! Big Ideas, plans, and goals, all drawn up with good intent. Sometimes I need someone to help me reinvent. This person that I am, yet I also am so unsure of. Who I've become, from where I was all because.... Of shattered pieces of a soul that is desperate to start anew. Just a few complications when trying invision what i want to do. I see a version of me I WANT to be, with out a shadow of a doubt. BUT I'LL need faith in God and prayer, cus that's what it's all about! Absorbing, changing, and learning as I go. Aiming to become my best, once again a whole. Aligning my inner being, with the light that shines from within my soul .. So, here I go as I continue on.... in this lucid dream of life and fun Letting go but relax... because this time ,Gods in control! -"LUCID DREAMS"- BY BRANDI CUNERTY