Loyal

when did i start to wonder away asking my self should i stay our should i go when did the bond brake was it when i was broken and needed more time in stead i got distant that much far from the closeness that kept us in a tight hold to old school to pretend in fairy tales my loyalties lay and will remain the same just with a few reservations put a pond by past bad intentions reflections often paint the past in present formations distancing one part from that one time closeness torn between the past and present memories of the way we use to be now that the tables are turn i still remain threw sickness and health even when i get less then what i give the grass isn't that much greener on the other side of the road when the foot is in the others shoe you come to the realization that ether you stay our you go our you just make a mends in regard respect of the years that wore not that bad it hurts the most when hit with a wave of deep emotions coming at you at once no room to come up for deep air for the black clouds linger as we try to find the glow that showed how deep was our love now buried and gone were left as strangers in a once love affair as tho not fair to one another out of respect and what ever love is left i remain reminded that i never was UN loyal for threw thick and thin and wondering away i stayed gold