Love So Weak

There is nothing I can say, to change your heart. Your voice will stay, yet we're apart. Is this hard to understand, for this love's so weak. I'd take your hand, If I could only speak. I see you next to me, I am not afraid. I can now see, why the love stayed. I never, thought I'd wait forever. If I fall, would you wait for me? I know you saw, that I waited so patiently. There was a time, when our star fell. The lost rhyme, told of our love as well. Sometimes I get the feeling, your watching over me. My heart's for healing, you loved so passionantly. Though you're not here, I feel your presence. I can feel your every tear, your sorrow I can sense. They could care less, as long as we bleed. The pain I confess, so my heart can be freed. I live this life in misery, I don't know what to do. No breath left inside of me, now that I've lost you. Memories are calling, so I say goodbye. My tears are falling, I sorrowfully cry. I pray for the pain, to pass me by. This drowning rain, helps me die. Where do we go, I am lost. I did not know, what was true love's cost. You fight me, wanting me to carry on. But I only see, that you are gone. What is going wrong, what should we fix? Though I've known for so long, I ignored your tricks. Your left in my vision, what could I say? If you knew my determination, would it matter anyway? I feel your self mutilation, yet I'm so far away. I live the same asphyxiation, every day.