Love Hates Heartbreak

*Dollar* 200 GPs were sent to "Poetic Traditions Poetry Contest Bank" with this post. ??"Baby I'm Here" ...that's all I wanna hear.?? ??The resolution to my doubt and retribution to my fear.?? ??Dedicated my devotion but you're not who you appear.?? ?? Those words were never spoken now I'm choking on my tears.?? ??Hello darkness and despair this misfortune favored fair.?? ??My heart was made of paper so demolished from the tears?? ??Every action that you take makes question if you cared?? ??Once upon a time my heart was whole until you turn it into pairs??...???? ??His heart is Arctic cold disconnected from his darkened soul?? ??He thought he had protection till misdirection had to take its toll?? ??Reinforced his guard sealed emotions all connections close?? ??His heart could burst to shards at any second if he lost control?? ??This world has made him change just a stranger as his anger grows?? ??His softer side was slain by a pain that must remain unknown?? ??Emotions are distractions his perspective for reflection froze?? ??The last pedal on a withered rose survival its confession told ?? ??Love is now his nemesis no innocence may his eyes behold?? ??He will not constitute amendment just commitment to a heartless pose?? ??Pain made me an Artist and a Author in this lonely home?? ??I must set the example and embrace the pace resentment grows??