Love Always Lost

Vanity She is so close, next to me every day... Yet she is so far away.... I see her in my thoughts and in my dreams... My soul is tearing at the seams... Her eyes glisten through her glasses... But she wants a guy who keeps grabbing asses... Never hers, though she wishes.... She wants his attention and all his kisses... Her voice, in my ears it rings... With every sight of her, my heart sings... Yet as well it wails in pain... Damn this world, for it's too vain... I fell in love, so did she... But alas, not with me... Though, I guess I am vain as well... Hopefully this sin doesn't cast to hell... She is the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen... Nobody compares, so it seems... Her eyes, her hair, smile and lips.... I just wanna wrap my arms around her hips... Pull her close and tell her how I feel... It would be oh so surreal... This wish won't ever come true.... So now, that day, I shall rue... The day I fell for that girl... Since then I've wanted to hurl... Setting myself up for more and more pain... All because this worlds so damn vain... All these feelings are breaking me... I guess it wasn't meant to be... Storms raging within my heart... It is ripping me apart... Flooding and washing me away... Getting worse day by day... All I want is her to hold.... Lacking that makes me feel so cold... I'll still love her... Maybe some day, she'll be my lover... Days will go bye, we will see... If true love was meant for me...