Lost Wishes

I wish we could talk like we used to... I wish you loved me the way I love you... I wish I loved you the way you love me... I wish things were the way that they used to be... I wish I hadn't said the things that I had... I wish your reaction didn't make me so sad... I wish I could take all the words back... I wish that without you my world wasn't so black... I wish I could fly to see you right now... I wish I could touch your face somehow... I wish that these miles didn't keep us apart... I wish I hadn't given you my whole heart... I wish that you could see the truth in my lies... I wish that you wouldn't put on a disguise... I wish I didn't fall apart when we don't talk... I wish that your absence didn't make me balk... I wish I could see a smile on your face... I wish I didn't long for your warm embrace... I wish these thoughts didn't form in my head... I wish these feelings in my heart wouldn't imbed... I wish that my heart didn't feel broken and shattered... I wish that any of this actually mattered...