Lost Soul

“Lost Soul” My mind races out of control with way too many thoughts Spinning round and round like an uncontrollable aircraft Not sure which way to turn I stand still hoping all will just stop Miserable thoughts overwhelm this already lost soul Needing to feel loved by anyone I dismiss as non-sense For I am already loved by God so why this sense of urgency? Though the clouds shape into hearts above the rainbow above me My heart remains solidly planted inside these walls of disarray Seeking to end everything negative I take a deep breath As I exhale a cloud of dust dissipates before me Believing this mind of mine can finally relax I smile Knowing if not just for this moment I am me again Spinning round and round like a top my life goes on Unable to control anything but the steps I take forward For now I may breathe like I am normal But inside I am just trying to find my lost soul