Lost sou;

Blinded by the love l had inside My heart has been taken for granted I showed up for them, but no one showed up for me I hid myself in my little dark corner waiting for someone to rescue me I dug myself down with guilt Guilt that surrounds me each and everyday Losing myself has become a part of me I smile everyday but faking the smile is hard I try to be kind, but my kindness is taken away by everything that l sees I think about it every day, but my thought is taken away by guilty conscience My confidence is taken away by my pride But there's nothing l can do about I wish l was like an ocean that flows without any worries But l being a human l flow with delusions in my heart and mind I wake up every day but l still find the same shadow following me May the pain in my heart flow like the water in the ocean My tears flow like an ocean, but no one notices I can never be a victim in any story as l am always seen as the villain I pray that someone catches me whispering The wounds may heal but the scars will remain