Lost Son

I awaited patiently for months just to hold you in my arms, You awoke the real man within as your birth was it's alarm. You stared as I stared back even though you could barely see, But I saw right then what a blessing you were going to turn out to be. I was forced out your life but that didn't stop my thoughts of you, I lived everyday wondering if you could ever miss me too. You're too young to keep the memories and the evidence is quite clear, One years old I finally catch you and that cold stare was hard to bare. Everyone says I'm trippen cause you're not really mine but my response was who else was there? There for you, and your mom is something a real man did with care. What I wanted you to know is that you revived a part of me not many people knew, But that part stayed with you and I pray that very essence is something that carries with you. One day you'll have your own life and there's something important you must keep with you, No matter who it is don't let no one make you doubt yourself, be true to you and remember that you are beautiful. I named you...I claimed you...I was willing to do what another man couldn't, You were my sun...you are my son...I felt a love that I thought I shouldn't. You will never go wrong if you keep your influence under God. Amari---miracle from God.