Lost Once Again

At night I look up into the sky , And I start obsessing over the ways that I could die , All scratched up , broken , and falling apart , With nothing but this broken heart, How could you be so cold , You have already been told , My cousin said he would do it , If you quit, You gave up on me , you just gave up, Never even let me know what sup, You just bailed on me , So now I am lost once again, With all this pain , And no way to release it , Maybe I should just split , Why not you did , I was just a kid, Stuck in my own fantasy world, Everthing swirled, This is how everything's been , Cause I am lost once again.