Lost In the Sea of Memories

Lost in the sea of memories My thoughts begin to rise all the pain, the hurt ,the forgotten ,the demise I focus on all the lies My eyes are red from weeping My soul, runs deep Oh where can my broken heart keep I scream into the darkness can you feel my pain My heart is broken there’s nothing to gain I’ve changed who I am but everything is the same I lost me the real me the person inside for what for who where can I confide? As I weep into the darkness, I plead my case Can anyone see my tear filled face? I’m begging for mercy Pleading for rain In all my brokenness, is there nothing I’ve gained For my heart is broken I may never go back Is a beauty ? Is it in difference? Is it personality that I lack ? For I begged you to love I begged you to treat me right But in the end, I lost every fight Lost in the sea of memories my thoughts begin to rise All the pain, the hurt the forgotten the demise I focus on all the lies My eyes are red from weeping My soul runs deep Oh, where? Oh, where can my broken heart keep