Lost Identity

*LOST IDENTITY*

Where is my age long identity 
I search  for myself 
Looking for  myself within
Asking myself about me
I drain myself of my real self
I'm afraid of my new self 
I plead with myself 
Yet I can't be myself 
The new me wrestled the good old me
The drained and Weak old me lost in a battle of me
And the new me emerged
So  strange to those that knew me 

Well, there's a path that lead here
A rough burning coal path
I'm cooked, but not done
Can't be eaten nor kept for another day
Raw yesterday and a waste today
The smile has faded
Anger now the trophy  awarded
I feel ill-fated
An angel I once portrayed 
Now a monster being paraded
Up for judgement by same slavemaster 
The cracked glass is about to be smashed
The old glory stripped
And the old identity  lost ever

*FM CONCEPTUAL   ???*
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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