Lost Guide

As I searched the darkened sky For the glowing moon Found nothing, but returned back to my seat While I searched for desires and thoughts Found nothing, but the thoughts of taken glory As I looked through the window at the starless sky Trying to ought a star to make a wish on But there shined none… I rested on the passenger’s seat, with all thoughts disabled They say hope for better things to come and put your faith on But I already tried all roads; Returned for all lost battles That leaves me to cry, because I want to As I held my tears from sobering chills to come I just held them, kept them from exuding down my skin As they already fell on my soul I held them to avoid someone from asking; what’s wrong? I gave up on people a long while ago I don’t care if they don’t give a damn Cause no one really cares, they all pretend As I walked in firm confidence But it was nothing but an act And I asked for nothing but a true friend Life… I pondered the word over and over again Is not easy as it seems Life… I thought of all its diversions, all its wrong turns Is not as fair, not as strong, not as beautiful As it really looks like