LOST CHARACTER

I'm tossed left and right
Toold what to do and what not
Ld what's wrong and right
Scolded never appreciated,
Given orders not a listening ear
Frowned at never smiling
My works , hopeless and meaningless
My works hopeless and meaningless!

         My moves clumsy never straight..
You say
           "Looking like circus elephant..."
What not like the ring master,?
 I no longer know ma existence
          "Am I dust? or smoke
Do I live in a dream...,or is it an illusion?
          "Am I a spirit or zombie..?

                                  I can't perceive,
                            And I've failed to retrieve;
                              Who I was , No longer
                                 Know who I ought to be...
                                             
                                                                       mashka
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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January 6, 2026 at 7:34 AM
Dear Masha ~ ThkU for sharing your first poem here on this Poetry site. Keep writing to process your thoughts and feelings. Know that in your Heart exists Spirit & definitely you are no zombie if you can write a poem. Much Light to you & Uganda from South Africa., Ghairo.
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