Lost and Forsaken

I HAVE FORSAKEN MY SELF, I HAVE LOST ALL HOPE, I DONT WANT TO FORGET, I HAVE CONFUSED MANY, YET I AM MYSELF, IN A PIT OF DARKNESS I FALL, NEVER ENDING, ALWAYS DECENDING, FOR I HAVE BEEN GONE, NOT IN BODY BUT MIND, THINKING OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN, FEELING WHAT I HAVE REALLY LOST, I DONT WANT TO FORGET YOU AND THE MOMENTS WE SHARED, I PLEDGE TO YOU ONCE MORE, I AM YOURS, YOU ARE MINE, FOREVER SHALL IT BE, YOU ARE ME AND I AM YOU, I HAVE FORSAKEN MYSELF YET AGIAN, MY MISTAKES ARE MANY AND SCAARES ABOUND, I AM LOST INSIDE, IN A DARK PIT THAT NEVER ENDS I FALL, WEEPING AND YELLING FOR YOU, I AM SCARED AND I AM HURT, HURT BEYOND RECINCILE, I NEED YOU BEACUSE WITH OUT YOU, I AM LOST AND FORASAKEN, CONFUSED AND SCARED, SCARRED AND TORTURED, NOT BY ANYONE BUT BY MY OWN MIND WHEN YOU ARE GONE