Lost

I think I've lost myself In finding you in every moment And living it repeatedly, I think I've lost control over my heart In gaining happiness from our little chitchats I'm losing my sanity, I'm impressed you don't give an F When you wanna do your thing, And here I am Wasting my time in writing this When I'm supposed to do some work , God!!! I need some clarity. I respect your boundaries But dismantled mine I think I'm jealous Of your sincerity in life, I'm not saying you're wrong I just wish you could miss me As much as I do, I'm not saying you're cold I just wish you could waste some moments on me Like I enjoy to do. I've this urge to merge with you I've this desire to set up a fire Around me to save me from you, Love makes you feel alive, Too much of it kills you I still wish you could love me, As much as I do.