Loss of Life

His kisses leave a bitter taste His hugs leave me cold His words cut as false hope Only with him I want to cope But I Resent you But my heart longs for you I die from anxiety I die by blood Mark of the beast and the beast is me only ready to set my dying soul free let me die with a punctured heart and eat it while it’s pure for start Soon they gather in my name To celebrate my life but I lived it in pain I loved but I loved him in vain play my scars like a piano sing my mind like a soprano draw out my memories like Egyptians capture my blood and use it as my diction save my womb and give it to a virgin so she shall bare my half because I wasn’t whole Let her be pure for that was my goal Until he laid me on my back and stroked ... Stroked his ego why of course Breaking my heart with time Showing no remorse he cannot speak at my farewell He shall sit with the rest that hurt me as well No one shall speak they don’t deserve They’re the reason I’ll lie in dirt