Losing You

Crying over someone who's probably not even missing me. My poor heart's steady crumbling like an eroded rock in the sea. Walking around as if you haven't even crossed my mind As soon as I get alone all this pain just reveals itself, unwinds. I didn't think I'd lose you like this... I was unprepared. Things like this? That's why attachment gives me such a scare. You don't even know how much I'm hurting inside Edmond. I'm crying again... haven't eaten... barely been sleeping. So many ways for you to be taken from me, I didn't see this. I'm so frustrated... I'm so sad... but not at all pissed. My dad's reasonings are more than reasonable, I'll do as he says, But I miss waking up to your voice... and those couple lettered texts. I am so ...sad.