Losing

I put my pain into words
Hoping that it will help heal me
Praying these negative feelings leave
Instead of having them stay with me

Told my mom I’m doing great
But I think she Knows it’s a lie
Because I haven’t been feeling the same
I feel crazy because my moods always change

To be honest, I feel like I’m a little strange
Because while I fight my demons
I feel like my angels have left
No wonder this negativity stays on my chest

I miss the days I was blessed
I miss the days when it was life I was choosing
I really need to rest
Before I really start losing.
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Agustin Avatar
December 10, 2023 at 5:15 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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