Looming Feeling

I admit, I've had a beer and smoked some sticky green
But the pain always lingers and never truly leaves
That feeling of loneliness,
I reach out and no one cares
While the world begs for it's savior
Not even realising he is there...
I'm not what you thought I was
I didn't even come the way you imagined
But I'm suffocating in silence
So many years of holding my breathe.
Sometimes I convince myself it's better this way
No one can Judge me.
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
I'm not afraid of dying but living
Feels like I'm some kind of anomaly
Some say it's all in my head...but quite literally it really is..
It's not that Im insane it's just..
I'm a invisible kid.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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