Look At You Now

On that cold July morning 
Twenty something years ago

Hard decisions hard been made
To be removed and forgotten 

So they went up the stairs to the doctor's clinic
     He was ready to have you gone
     She was unsure, hence decided to keep you
Her older son before his death, had seen in a dream that she would have three daughters 
     She knew after you, she had one more to go

Twenty something years down the line
You are a woman now, overwhelmed by a foreign land 
Calculating how to deal with your current hardships
Looking forward for your big future achievements 
Big goals, big dreams
But how big can a dream be, when you are about to do the same act that was almost done to you?

Tough decisions 
The man behind the door
     Always whispering, exciting, promising...
But look at him, he is behind the door for a reason 
He is a liar and he knows your weak points
Working you with a string he does
So you can end up with him, like him

Tough decisions 
Right now there are so many roadblocks 
But roll down the window
Look at the green grass smoothly spreading 
And sometimes you may spot a blooming flower 

And believe. ....
That you can break through 
Don't lose focus of who you are
Look at you now.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Boddie Avatar
August 4, 2015 at 4:22 PM
this is powerful indeed....we were Given Life so that we may breed....be fruitful and multiply, just as it says in The Word....you were given your chance so let another's voice be heard....;)
Hunjeri Avatar
August 6, 2015 at 7:31 AM
Very true. Thank u Eric. I appreciate the visit.
Andresen Avatar
August 3, 2015 at 12:14 PM
- Tough decisions ... hard to choose - One deep and touching poem, Njeri - Best wishes! - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Hunjeri Avatar
August 6, 2015 at 7:29 AM
Thank u Anne Lise. I appreciate the visit
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