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Lonesome and a Liar Inside

I’m not sorry for the way I feel towards you
I do truly love you too extremely like you do
True, we were meant to be friends forever
But, I wanted more than this coldhearted weather
I am on the verge of possibly being horridly let down
By unhappiness that represents my utmost frown
And I’m sorry if I let you down in any way
Someday, I will pray that you’ll truly stay

I am oh so lonesome and a liar inside
I laid my life before you and it was crime
Prayed for your safety on the outside
But, hidden pride got in the way this time

I am lonely and that’s no lie, oh I can’t deny
I am forlorning for the sake of truth on high
But, I lied to you that I used to love you so badly 
To the point that I can’t be free, free, free
I am sorry if I played with your heart
I am falling apart shyly from the start
You calmed my nervousness down though
And that’s why I love you badly and that is so, so, so
However, I cried to you in the dark and sadly, you didn’t do the same, baby, baby, baby
To the point where it hurt so badly, badly, badly

I am oh so handsome in my pain once more
I said too much I fear and I wish I can truly soar
Into your arms of daring happiness, my darling dear
Into your arms of sharing gladness, I have no sudden fear

I am oh so lonesome and a liar inside
I laid my life before you and it was crime
Prayed for your safety on the outside
But, hidden pride got in the way this time

I am lonely and that’s no lie, oh I can’t deny
I am forlorning for the sake of truth on high
But, I lied to you that I used to love you so badly 
To the point that I can’t be free, free, free
I am sorry if I played with your heart
I am falling apart shyly from the start
You calmed my nervousness down though
And that’s why I love you badly and that is so, so, so
However, I cried to you in the dark and sadly, you didn’t do the same, baby, baby, baby
To the point where it hurt so badly, badly, badly

I’m a wintry fellow in the windstorm of strife
I’m a widower on my own in this strange life
I am oh so lonesome and a liar deep down inside
If I told the truth, it would hide away my pride
I’m sorry I lied to you right in front of your face
I like you tremendously, unlike you, who loves me without a trace
I am lost without you, just know that’s true oh so frankly
It isn’t just a clue I’ve been through so much as of lately

I am oh so lonesome and a liar inside
I laid my life before you and it was crime
Prayed for your safety on the outside
But, hidden pride got in the way this time

I am lonely and that’s no lie, oh I can’t deny
I am forlorning for the sake of truth on high
But, I lied to you that I used to love you so badly 
To the point that I can’t be free, free, free
I am sorry if I played with your heart
I am falling apart shyly from the start
You calmed my nervousness down though
And that’s why I love you badly and that is so, so, so
However, I cried to you in the dark and sadly, you didn’t do the same, baby, baby, baby
To the point where it hurt so badly, badly, badly

We were meant to be together, let’s further our time together 
With each other forevermore is what I need and want for the better 
But I lied to you that I loved you so much without a doubt
Cuz I long for your lovely touch on my life’s strenuous route
I lied — I love you and that is so, so, so
Even though you don’t feel the same probably though
I cried — I love you and know, know, know
I’ve been lost without you near my side as the wind do blow
And the truth is — I love you and your solitary glow…
It makes me whole again to know, know, know
That you also love me so…so…so much and we can finally grow

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