Lonely

Lonely is this place, a life created in my mind I hadn’t thought it through, not worth the time My fantasy and reality confusing and intertwined I thought it would work out for me this way I couldn’t see the facts, to the repercussions I was blind I don’t want to work that hard, too much effort to make Now by my lies, to this miserable life I am confined No one trusts or believes me, what am I supposed to do Who will I be, where will I go, my future contract unsigned I should have thought it through, done what was right In the game of life, I am so far behind I want what I see, love, care, and happiness I haven’t earned a thing, of this myself I must remind I can’t continue to live like this, unhappy and alone I can make the right choices, with pride and happiness combined