Lonely

I remember once upon a time When life wasn’t so bad When I wasn’t so bitter Reminiscing on the things that I had But now I’m just cold No day goes I’m astounded Same routine absence feeling Even though I’m surrounded By people who love and care Enough to be there without question So why must I feel this emptiness Why must there be loneliness in my possession Its like I’m missing something Like I’ve lost a piece in me Or like I’m distracted by things That has happened and I don’t have any peace in me Still no one to talk to On those empty nights I attend And on the outside it seems clean But its all just pretend But in life your all you have And honestly life is only Whatever you make it And I guess I made mine lonely