Life Sentence

Holding my head in my hands for two years.
Fooled me so often, don’t know him in mirrors. 
He’s crude and forgotten and fattened with fear.
Surely, I’m better than what I see here.

Is there a place where disgrace is best faced?
Chased family and friends in case they embrace
Me, erasing escaping in the first place just tames.

See what sins begin spilling willingly,
When filling with the chilling possibility,
that I’m admitting living miserably.
Killing more fitting than forgiving me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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September 18, 2026 at 10:52 AM
Hello Adam Kennific, Don't know what you did. You are hard on yourself. the key is forgiveness of yourself. Other wise you will be wondering why you have not changed. the past is the past look ahead instead. Welcome to Poetry soup. /,Darlene/
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