Life Is Not A Song
It would be good to find a rhythm
But life is not a song.
Days passing with a sigh
Sketching bloodshot eyes for the
Both ears welcome in all your
Fears and my arms
Unwrap from myself and absorb the world
This is how I've saved your lives
And for all of the thanks, it can't justify me
Nobody there to pull me back when I try
To break through to the other side
Yet if all the dark was drowned out by the light
Who's to say there'd be anything left of me?
If I cry and collapse, is it me in command?
Or maybe the illness devouring me
Laughing caught in embrace with an intimate face
Could just be the meds overpowering me
Despite all my love and sympathy
I'm the one who my world revolves round
But the guilt even when I convert it to care
Melts in my mouth so I can't make a sound
So perhaps this is me, settled down into rhyme
Given up on my turn for a saviour
Trapped in distress in this mess for all time
Punishment for my selfish behaviour.
Copyright © Sarah Jones | Year Posted 2007