Life

Why must life be this way, full of anger, hurt, and pain. All these emotions are driving me insane. Sometimes I get in the zone and all I want, is to be left alone. I used to pray everyday, hoping god was listening to all I had to say, praying with all my might, wishing everything would turn out alright. I wish my mom was by my side, so that she can hug me everytime I cried. I hate that she is no longer by my side, I feel as if a big part of me has nearly died. I miss her more and more with each passing day, but this is the price that I must pay. It gets harder and harder to write how I feel, writing used to make my heart heal, but now my pain has grown and through my pen my feelings are no longer easily shown.