Life

sometimes i am afraid to open my eyes, scared of what i will see a life full of mistakes, regrets and bad choices that i knew was never right for me i became someone use to hate but now i see all the pain i have caused i am able to relate i screwed up alot and god knows that i cant go back i just need to start my recovery so i can get my life back on track i need my family the ones i pushed away because they are the ones that actually worried each and everyday never knowing if they would get a visit.or a call saying i was dead im sure that the thoughts were played over and over agian in there head these things a family should never have to endure so letting them know im truly sorry is the only thing i must do for sure its time to be the wife, daughter, sister i know that i can be because i want a family and there really gonna need me so here i am taking these steps to lay the drugs down cause i am still to young to end up six feet underground so off to prison i go with loved ones by my side so i can be a better person and learn my lesson on this ride