Lies and Fantasies Fill My Head

Lies & Fantasies fill my head All racing through while laying in bed Sleep should be on my mind But no peace of mind can I find My life is not what I wanted it to be The world is what I wanted to see Sunsets and sunrises all over the globe My cards are a bust and I'm looking to fold I can win the next hand, I'm told Who I am has become so mental All I want is someone bendable Someone to take it all Deep, in the back of my mind Happiness should be the wish u find Not sad, scary, bloody, gory, people who r deadly The love I have in my heart weighs heavy It can also keep me steady My decisions should not need leverage Life should not be so negative I want positivity in my times of need Not a dark cloud to come and shower me Could love survive this big of a fall? Love should overcome all Lies & Fantasies fill my head