Lies

Love me
Even if that is for a moment
But promise me that you will make that moment re memorable 
Tell me that i am pretty with out make up
Then Kiss every inch of me even then part that i hate to be seen
Then tell me you lied i am not pretty that i am beautiful
And the only person who opinion matters is your
Just tell me that even if you don't mean it
Tell me that so i can feel human 
just for a moment that is all i need a moment
Tell me sweet lie
So that my ears can jump and dance with joy
Then when they are done 
Tell me the truth hard
And go back to your normal routine
Tell me that i am Ugly and that you will never love me
Tell me that i can never do better than you so what is the point of me leaving
Tell me i am dirt then make me feel like it too
Then when you get tired of the silence and me taking it
Smack me down
Kick me around
Punch me hard
Like you clam you tell the truth 
But this time don't do it behind close doors
Do it in public
And do it will no shame
Then yell at me like i am the one to blame
Like i am wrong for no responding to your ignorance 
I am wrong for trying not to hurt you and leave
Like i am wrong for being loyal
Like i lam wrong wearing my heart on my sleeve
Like i am wrong for being me
But everyone know the only thing i am wrong for i loving you and not loving me
And Letting you treat me like this and actually thinking about and wanting to have in scars and pain of the cuts on my wrist
But what would be the reason only thing i would have to do is try to leave 
And have you beat me and remind me that i can feel
I think that is the only reason that i STAYED to know for sure that i was real
To know that this wasn't a dream
But instead of pinch me i must be dreaming
It was beat me so i could come back to reality
But i thank you
I thank you for teaching my the lesson that love dosed come with a punch
Nor a kick, slap, Or anything in between
And it doesn't come with your someone trying to control you
And it doesn't come with any of the pain and suffering
I might not know what the word might mean but i know it wasn't not this
but you were a lesson learned and you will not be missed
But the only thing i have to ask was it all worth it
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014


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