Lies

Love me Even if that is for a moment But promise me that you will make that moment re memorable Tell me that i am pretty with out make up Then Kiss every inch of me even then part that i hate to be seen Then tell me you lied i am not pretty that i am beautiful And the only person who opinion matters is your Just tell me that even if you don't mean it Tell me that so i can feel human just for a moment that is all i need a moment Tell me sweet lie So that my ears can jump and dance with joy Then when they are done Tell me the truth hard And go back to your normal routine Tell me that i am Ugly and that you will never love me Tell me that i can never do better than you so what is the point of me leaving Tell me i am dirt then make me feel like it too Then when you get tired of the silence and me taking it Smack me down Kick me around Punch me hard Like you clam you tell the truth But this time don't do it behind close doors Do it in public And do it will no shame Then yell at me like i am the one to blame Like i am wrong for no responding to your ignorance I am wrong for trying not to hurt you and leave Like i am wrong for being loyal Like i lam wrong wearing my heart on my sleeve Like i am wrong for being me But everyone know the only thing i am wrong for i loving you and not loving me And Letting you treat me like this and actually thinking about and wanting to have in scars and pain of the cuts on my wrist But what would be the reason only thing i would have to do is try to leave And have you beat me and remind me that i can feel I think that is the only reason that i STAYED to know for sure that i was real To know that this wasn't a dream But instead of pinch me i must be dreaming It was beat me so i could come back to reality But i thank you I thank you for teaching my the lesson that love dosed come with a punch Nor a kick, slap, Or anything in between And it doesn't come with your someone trying to control you And it doesn't come with any of the pain and suffering I might not know what the word might mean but i know it wasn't not this but you were a lesson learned and you will not be missed But the only thing i have to ask was it all worth it