Lies

I lied to protect myself I lied to get out clean I lied to keep my good image But, to hurt you, that I didn't mean I lied a little lie at first Then it led to another and another I feel like sinking among these little lies The first lie i said I can't remember I don't know what I said I forgot what I have been telling you all along You look at me with a calm looks on your face It kills me because I know you know I'm doing wrong I lie without thinking, Yes, It's my new bad habit I can't stop lying to myself and to you I think why Am I doing this but I just can't I know I have to stop this, I don't want to hurt you I lie alot but I know that one lie wasn't true It was when I said I love you I know you didn't believe me then and you won't But, I know. I know that I need you Maybe, I was a little anxious Maybe I was a little insecure Maybe I didn't want to be the one to get hurt I know that my love to you wasn't pure I know I said too many lies Some were funny, some were too good But I know that loving you isn't lie My heart is saying that, and my nice mood