Letting Go of Trying To Let Go

letting go of trying to let go is a stubborn hammer to the rusty nail of life a dream come true ago i was in awe of a superstar a broken time machine later i was neck deep in question marks my mind was an indecisive balloon in constant states of fluctuation and contemplation moonlit dreams of a certain celebration raced through my head at breakneck speed the crash and burn came about when you decided that you had enough it is then that my heart knew no more arrows that meant anything opportunity keys were now eye candy museums for passionate locksmiths my biggest regret is having regrets at all with you as that only subject i go bonkers everyday and healthy alternatives never fall on me the only weight i ever feel is that of your ice boulder shoulder letting go of trying to let go is a repetitive door slammer with endless pails of strife