Letter To My Beloved

I remember when we met and sat talking for hours
At the picnic table beside the lake
Quickly, you became my partner 
With a job that had consumed my life
Then we were a team through turbulent times
I thanked you for your help
You said, there is no need to thank you
It was the only time in my life,
I was not alone with burdens I carry
You were the one who cared about closure
But the caring you provided, cost you your life
It was this month, December, many years ago
You were taken without being able to say goodbye
I remember, I felt my strength die too
A part of me was gone, as I moved forward for you
Now, I am not sure how much time I have left
Maybe, those burdens we worked on, caught up with me
So these are my words, to thank you again
To let you know of my love for you, I never got to say
Except at your grave, covered with snow
Now, written with conviction of truth
Just as everything we pursued was based on 
To say once again, I am sorry I couldn’t do more
My heart still aches for all that was never completed
The empty space remains, that was only filled by you
But I will see you on the other side
Where we will light up the heavens as we did on earth!

Heidi Sands

12/9/18

Placed 1st in the Letter to my Beloved contest.
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Gentile Avatar
December 17, 2018 at 11:31 AM
Congratulations on your lovely win Heidi xxoo
Sands Avatar
December 17, 2018 at 11:58 AM
Thank you so much Mike. I appreciate that :)
Y. Avatar
December 17, 2018 at 9:06 AM
Hi Heidi, I'm just coming back to say congratulations on your 1st place win in the contest:-) Alexis
Sands Avatar
December 17, 2018 at 9:09 AM
Thank you very much Alexis :)
Faulkner Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 1:53 PM
Heartfelt and touching, congratulations on your win!
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 2:00 PM
Thank you Michelle :)
Pandit Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 11:56 AM
Back with congrats Heidi..a well deserved win..I'm glad to see you in first place in the contest.
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 12:02 PM
Thank you so much Vijay :)
Babbit Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 11:56 AM
Congrats on your win, well deserved.
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 12:02 PM
Thank you DM :)
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December 16, 2018 at 11:42 AM
- Congratulations on your 1st place in the contest, Heidi :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 12:01 PM
Thank you so much Ann-Lise :)
One Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 11:22 AM
Touching memories recalledinyour heartfelt letter.. Congratulations on your first place in the contest..
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2018 at 11:25 AM
Thank you so much Silent One. This means a lot to me :)
Y. Avatar
December 12, 2018 at 11:21 PM
Hi Heidi, You penned such a sad write for the contest theme. You captured the emotion of "words left unsaid" to ones beloved very well. I wish you the best of luck for the conest:-) Alexis
Sands Avatar
December 13, 2018 at 7:49 AM
Thank you so much Alexis. Your comment means a lot to me. Have a nice day :)
Krutsinger Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 9:38 PM
No words could make this poem any more sweet, heart-felt or pure. Thank you for sharing, and good luck in the contest.
Sands Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 9:56 PM
Thank you so much Caren :)
Pandit Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 3:59 PM
When random events cause us to part prematurely, there is so much hurt that lingers on. You captured that saddened part eloquently...a touching story. My very best to you for a win in the contest, Heidi.
Sands Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 4:01 PM
Thank you so much Vijay. The pain of sudden death without goodbye, never ever goes away for me. I appreciate all your support. I am grateful :)
May Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 11:01 AM
A poignant write Heidi..Hopefully there will be a heavenly reunion.. best wishes
Sands Avatar
December 9, 2018 at 11:02 AM
Thank you Joseph :)
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