Let Me Dissolve In You

Awarded hate but not returned Born black but not black Called by names but not named Shadow who cheated too So let me dissolve in You. Where I shall go ? Sky , risk to fallen Land , risk to slipped Sea , risk to drown So let me dissolve in You. Fire increase fear Air not at favourite gear Snow makes me pale Thus nothing without You So let me dissolve in You. Cold day : fear to freeze Rainy day: fear to flow away Hot day : fear to fry Save myself , want to sink in You So let me dissolve in You. Debits larger than credits Demarits heavier than merits Bad lucks faster than my luck Yet calm not me but you So let me dissolve in You.