Notes About The Poem

Note About the Poem

This poem was written in the wake of my deep bereavement,
as a way of holding on to love for my husband that continues beyond his death.
It speaks to devotion, longing, and the wild persistence of the heart —
even when loss feels unbearable.

Sometimes grief is not quiet; sometimes it is fierce, defiant.
This is grief turned rebellion. The “wild” here is not madness but fidelity —
love that outlives norms, reason, even death. It transforms mourning into resistance.

Let Me Be Wild Forever

If still loving you with all my heart
makes me crazy,

then let me lose my mind—

blowing kisses to the empty air,
talking to an unoccupied car seat,
whispering goodnight
to a picture frame.

Holding your urn tightly,
feeling my heart beating
in sync with yours.

If still loving you with all my heart
makes me crazy,

then let me be the wild one—

still wearing your ring,
laughing at your jokes
only I can understand,
weaving our memories
into every corner
of this hollowed world.

If still loving you with all my heart
makes me crazy,

then let me stay mad—

a woman who refuses
to amputate her own heart,

a woman who loves
like death forgot
to close the door.

Let me dance with your spirit
beneath the invisible stars—

spinning inside the love we built,
the love not even death
can unravel.

If still loving you with all my heart
makes me crazy,

then I will be wild forever—

gloriously,
tenderly,
fiercely yours,

until the stars themselves
forget how to burn.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Kitchin Avatar
August 23, 2026 at 4:39 PM
Binh, a wonderfully penned sad, emotive poem. Full of grief and emotions. So sorry for your loss.
Agustin Avatar
August 31, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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