Lesson

Once again you're here Once again my heart feels fear. Fear of falling for your lies Your words are covering my mouth and my eyes Now I'm blinded by your charm and I can't ask you why... Why are you here? Why do you love to see me cry? My mouth is open but nothing will come out. I can't do this to myself again. Your lying and pretending to be my friend. You feed off of my hurt and this must end. Yes sweetheart, I love your smell, touch, smile, and voice but, one thing you don't get is that I love myself more. So you must walk out that door. No this isn't a joke or a game. Time is ticking and I still feel the same. You can't control me anymore, You went from powerful to weak. I'm not done let me speak... I can't handle the pain & pressure for a second of pleasure. I know what I allowed you to do, the keyword is allowed so now I'm through. So goodbye and I'll never forget you because I will not forget the horror that the devil gave me and the lesson God walked me through.