Leaving Her Behind Drugs

Thirteen is when I met her, An I must say she's changed my life... Whether she was good or bad, I had to have her, Soooo I made her my wife... When we were together, It was like nothing else mattered, But as soon as she would leave, My mind felt scattered... So I always tried to keep her around, Until the day I noticed, That loving her is what kept me down... By this time years had pasted, Although I was truly faithful, Her love would never last... So I had to make the tuff decision and let her go, But how to cope with out her, I must admit I really don't know... When ever I felt rejected she was always there, Making me feel soooo gooood!!! Taking away all my fear... Atleast that's what I taught she was doing... As I watched my ambition turn to ruin... In a constant daze in just unaware That loving her is what made me more scared, To go out and face the world on my own... She kept me caught up just stuck in her zone..... And it didn't matter how much fun we had together, At the end I still felt alienated and alone... Stripped of my enthusiasim and all money... I CAN STILL SAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE {~_~} MARYJANE {~_~} I SURE WILL MISS YOU HONEY!!!!!