leave easy

i am starting to learn that I am rather easy to leave it has always confused me, considering I give with every ounce of me still I am the one who has to grieve loving people from the deepest depths of my soul giving everything I’ve got in attempts to make them feel whole maybe breaking me apart puts them back together and if so? smash me into 1,000 pieces, I guess I’ll reap what I sow nobody’s ever left claw marks on me I hope you know if you would’ve dug into me, I would’ve cherished the scars he hate me like I love him she hurt me like I healed her easy to leave desperate for someone to stay