Laying Here

Laying Here I Tell Myself I Hate This I feel like I could take my whole life and close it within my Fist Yet Here I lay as another week has came and went Laying here just thinking how much of my Life do I resent? My Thoughts have a way of just making things worse Laying here is not going to help when all i really need to do is find a way to feel better before I burst Not everyday is this bad Laying here i quickly come to realize things must change before I end up going Mad Written during a moment when life was more heavy then usual