Late Night Thoughts

I’m alive Breathing,eating,walking Thinking,talking But I feel so empty inside My feelings towards life are numb I no longer want to communicate Maybe I’m selfish Probably I just need help This isn’t normal I’m a very adventurous person I love life so much Eagerly waiting for my future But weirdly I think of death as much It’s more like a craving I want it so much my heart starts beating Every time I think out it Maybe I’m just lost Probably it’s the devils temptations This pain in my chest is hard to bare But I’ll continue to carry on I want to be alone Isolated from everyone for so long Till I no longer exist in their thoughts I don’t know why but that will fulfill My empty space inside & I’ll be happy