Last Letter To My True Love

If this is it If you must go These are my final words The things I wish for you to know They are quite simple They come from my heart They are what my soul screams out When we are apart Our situations complicated Filled with the life we live But I meant them all Every word I could give I am angry, bitter, and torn To you I have made myself dead I know you love me I know you meant what you said You could see the big picture Us together would cause so much pain It would destroy lives Would their hurt be worth our gain Many would judge Many would say it’s a sin But they’ve never felt the pull of truest love This was so much bigger than pleasure and skin I suffer now in silence I’ve lost my lover and my best friend I would have been yours I would have loved you till the very end Forever doomed to hear the voice Saying out reflex I love you too The truth of the matter is She’ll never be you I hope that now that we are apart You remember just a little of what I saw You were the most beautiful creature When I looked at you there wasn’t a single flaw Your laugh it lightened my mood Your smile turned bad to a good day When you had to leave for reality I really meant don’t go, stay I miss our conversations As hand in hand we walked through the wood The importance of these silent tender moments I hope you understood I was in love with you From the first time we said hello My heart and soul already knew you Because of the situation I was determined not to let you know. The more we hung out The more we both knew That day in the woods You said I’m attracted to you Loves first kiss It was soft and sweet Your earthen eyes They blew me off my feet I have loved before I thought I knew Any notion of the emotion was blown away As we lay cuddled on a blanket and you said I love you Never felt this way before Most likely never will again You are without a doubt The most beautiful place I’ve ever been The first time we lay as one I stripped your body bare From my head the blueprint of heaven I couldn’t help and stare The curves of you figure For only me to see Never was there such an intimate moment You were giving yourself to me I could write Forever and a day I could write till fingers blistered Until I run out of things to say Because……. All of those things are lovely I speak them true But the simple reason for my love Is that you are just you