Last Cigarette Under The Rock

He was the last of forty-four.  
Educated killers in clean boots.  
The best, they said, then broke.  
Forty-three went into stone.  
Into fluorescent burrows, teeth bared.  
They fought until numbers meant nothing.  
Then only one kept breathing.  
It should have been two survivors.  
We flipped a coin, like drunks.  
One takes tags, letters, names.  
The other stays with the sun.  
A fusion bomb, hand-detonated.  
I don't know if I won.  I'm alive, still, technically speaking.  But the room eats silence whole.  
Shadow screams behind my ribs.  
I turn around, you're there.  
Cigarette trembling in cheap ash.  
Then I blink; you're gone.  
Dreams lie like bar mirrors.  
They show you, then sell you.  
I searched alleys of sleep.  
Your name slipped through my fingers.  
When it was time, you vanished.  
To prove some brutal splendor.  
I never bet on miracles.  
I miss you before knowing.  
Like hunger, beginning with b.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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