Know This, For Good

I miss my best friend the one that became my lover first. I miss the late phone calls I lost so much sleep. Promises I some how knew you'd not keep. I miss my new family The kids and your mom All gone. I miss the greatest thing I knew. Hungry though my blades are gone, I had my sister rid me of them. Where did that idea come from? If only you knew what i'd give If only you'd come back to me, my dearest. Stick around, you don't have to know I will always want you. I wish you knew I would love you as my old best friend. Webs i've weaved, nothing but what i've done and lost stick and bleed. This was never an intention. Repulsive Bloody Craving Repugnant Hatred It flows in my system, inside my skin. I want your taste back on my lips...to stay. I crave my old lover, need my best friend. I'll still beg when I'm dead.