Knife

Not even a single day Not even a single moment My heart has not a sorrow to say A fragile ground and a sky of cement Not even a single time Not even a single tear My soul has to endure a crime And go through another despair Everyone has a hidden knife for me Everbody is a past, current or future enemy And I just want to laugh at this madness Because I can't understand why As if a solution is the mother of another distress And at the same time I just want to cry Isn't it both funny and sad That a life a can be that bad? And sometime, I can't feel anything I open my eyes and see nothing Then I want to smile and scream When I realize that joy is just a dream I want to tear off my hair and bang my head I want to express my pain until I drop dead I want to drown in a pool of oil At time, I think that it would be better in hell My tears would just burn and boil Love and friendship were never done to me well What should I do, what should I do, I don't know